personal advice
on howta do x (from one heart/mind to another)
*personal advice (originally began as advice) on how to meditate, extracted from the practical experience and (many) guesses of one who thinks about x a lot more than he (actually) does x whaire x = meditating, writing, painting, loving, working, playing, feeling, learning, dreaming, waking, dying, taking rebirth etc (ad infinitum) (or) (practically) any thing (any activity) you would like to substitute for x **or...how i would x if i could put (all) my own advice into practice *** thaire are literally thousands, innumerable, uncountable ways to x do not waiste yore precious time mindlessly ask yore self, why (?) (!) why do you want to do x ? why do you (actually) x (when you do x) ? allow yore self to answer more than one answer (if ya got’m) allow yer self ta tell yer self tha fuckin truth for once in yer gotdamn life you stupid motherfucker* *** have a reason (not a goal) a motivation an intention a purpose a determination even (if yer feeling froggy) when (ever) you begin each (and every) time you begin allow (each) time to be different it will be any way so ya might as well swim with it (not against it) *** tailor yore motivation intention determination to tha moment you are in not to tha passed not to tha future just to this moment you are in *** let yore purpose guide you throughout *** lurn ta judge (as in differentiate) (not as in criticize) yore purposes yore reasonings along a scale of (possible) benefit a spectrum of how beneficial a purpose might be to our selves and others equally (as equally as you can muster in this fucked up whorled we live in) (with this fucked up conditioning and our hamstringing tendencies towards selfishness) who will this help ? (we can ask our selves) who might this harm ? lurn ta see tha potential and tha pitfalls of x before, during and after then see whaire things land (when yer done) and remember fer next time if ya need ta chainge anything *** tell yer self doing x is an exercise in joy *** push, cultivate, grow yore motivation(s) yore intentions yore determination(s) purify them as much as possible if you can *** lurn ta understand tha consequences of yer actions lurn ta see them (tha consequences) before you act choose tha consequences you wish for and wirk towards them diligently, earnestly, joyfully (if you can) and ardent heartedly as best you can forever *** dedicate all yore efforts towards tha x of yore heart whaire x equals wish, love, desire sleeping, dreaming, waking i swaire ta fucking godd we can all wake (tha fuck) up if we (just) follow these simple instructions (advices) as best we can *** do shit like ya give a shit no matter what shit yer doing and give a shit no matter what you dumb assed motherfucker** *** i swaire ta fucking gawd i caime really fucking close to opening my eyes the other day... (it was) in a dream but (still)... they were (almost) open *** you can do it too (i swaire) may be in a dream may be in some waking we can do it i believe in us (for now) note *i tend to refer to myself as "you stoopid motherfucker," (just) so i dont get too big a head, walkin around here (as i am) steeped in my own sordid and grotesque hubris if you do not require such opprobrium (or if you struggle with self denigration) please (!) feel free (!!!) to call yer self by whatever epithet you feel is most beneficial for yore (actual) purposes this one serves my purpose(s) quite nicely **a variation on my theme
